Episode Four ~ Operation Divide and Conquer

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It’s been a few hours since me and Jason were separated and I’m honestly kind of devastated. I didn’t even talk to anyone else in the game before swap today because I wanted to make sure he was prepared and okay to be on his own just in case. We stayed on call basically all day and like he kept saying how scared he was to be separated from me or Alex and he lost both tonight. It’s hitting me a lot harder than I thought it would because Jason has become so important not only to my game but also to my life and like I’m so worried he won’t make it past this stage. It’s become such like a nightly routine to hop on call with Jason while I’m trying to fall asleep and like without those personal moments it’s hard to stay sane.

Besides that though holy fuck this swap couldn’t have gone better.

I kept my lil nugget Alex (okay he’s not little but I love the fact that he calls everything including me a nugget so now he’s MY nugget) which is the person I am most honest with game wise and not strategically compatible with AND we are able to go on more secret spy missions for y’all. We managed to stay between two “groups” on OG Slyvain and since the groups (Jessie/Devon/Elyse vs Kristine/Chris/Jason) are on separate tribes we somehow ended up coming out of this in the clear.

Alex also gave Sam the idol and only Jason and I know that besides Sam. Sam apparently is afraid of Devon and like all of OG Dreyfus is scared of him, which is EXACTLY why I need Devon still in. I love Devon and he’s one of my closest allies, but him having that target will minimize my target for just being a big org personality. Spencer I played against in the challenge and he seems like such a chill dude that I can vibe with. I’m supposed to call him later but I will probably fall asleep before that point.

For now Alex and I will continue to divide and conquer, him with Sam and me with Spencer and we’ll see where this new journey takes us.

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Spencer’s in managerial accounting and said he’d send me notes from a whole ass other university so like he’s gotta stay in this game I’m sorry my GPA needs him

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I didn’t realize the recording was gonna be put in the tribe chat and might’ve fucked myself over I hate everything

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Okay so basically I don't feel very confident about Slyvain staying 7 strong this tribal, but I do have faith that Dreyfus over there would vote Devon or Alex before they voted for me. As long as me, Jason, and Alex stay, I think I can work around anything else.

Sam is a lot to handle sometimes but she and I have had good conversations today. Everyone seems to love Spencer which is nice but also a little bit threatening because I thought Spencer could be someone for ME. I'm just trying to lay low today and pretend that the call wasn't posted in the tribe chat where Jessie could see I said I didn't care if she got idoled out or something along those lines.

Fingers crossed here....