Post by alexander on Dec 4, 2019 10:46:07 GMT -5
To my surprise, yesterday nights tribal went exactly how I expected. I'm starting to think I don't give myself enough credit in this game but hey it's way easier for me to work on the defense and have to strike when necessary than to just gun for people without reason. I think if I were to be more aggressive with my game play that would be giving everyone what the expected of me "An intimidating alpha bro type" like Sam says. Kristine going home was the best casualty for me at this point and only because of how she kept accusing me of ridiculous things to advance her game. Eventually if your name is being brought up that much no matter how many people believe you its never going to end in my favor. Personally I don't know at all where I would stand with her but I don't think she's a terrible person just a messy ass player that sabotaged my game from the beginning. Chris going home was a shot to the heart and I'm glad I didn't have to write his name down. Moving forward in this game I want to take more control and even though I got my ideal outcome with Kristine gone Chris unfortunately had to be a casualty to show my loyalty to "Survivor AA". I do not know how far that alliance could take me and even if it'll still be standing this round but I plan on maintaining all my relationships so everyone sees me as beneficial to use as a number. The biggest thing I have going for me is the fact I've never flipped on a vote unless directly attacked first and up until this point am maybe one of the only players to be on the right side of every vote. Plan to keep that trend going and getting to the end. Yes I am self aware though and I know my big mouth gets me in trouble and its harder for me to connect with people I don't find I have much in common with or care to talk to but all things I'm working on haha.