Episode Eight ~ A Complete Headache

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I’ve heard basically every name except for my own as a potential vote for either this vote or next vote and I can’t tell if that’s a good thing or a really bad thing. I also have no idea which direction to go in. I kinda feel like besides Alex and Jason nobody really 100% has my back but I also am not like a huge threat either. This sets me up to be able to do what I love doing best which is making everyone else self destruct. The only issue here is I genuinely don’t know who needs to go where for my game or what moves I should make for my own resume. I’ve just never been at such a crossroad.

So far within the past few days I’ve heard the following (which not all of these were official ideas but were definitely pitched)

Sam pitched targeting Brandon to Alex
Spencer pitched targeting Devon in AA but Brandon told me privately they actually wanna split between Devon/Jason
Alex and I talked about potentially taking out Torry
Brandon brought up turning on Spencer
Brandon told me he wanted to split votes on Devon/Jessie instead of Devon/Jason
Jason thinks Sam is a huge threat and a potential target

And Jason brought up targeting Alex on call.........

AM I A POWER PLAYER OR AM I BEING PLAYED!

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I brought up a potential boot order in my prod chat which probably won’t happen but I’ll write it down anyway

9th: Devon
8th: Sam
7th: Alex
6th: Spencer
5th: Brandon
4th: Jason
Me, Torry, Jessie final 3

Probably won’t happen because A) no clue how much jessie really trusts me even though I trust her. B) people are gonna keep letting Devon skate by because of idol paranoia. C) I love Alexander Perez so much and letting him go definitely makes me more vulnerable to being targeted and pushes Jason further into not being a threat anymore. D) someone’s gonna eventually come after me and want my head on a silver platter and I have no idea who. E) People are seeing Jessie and Torry as goats right now (which isn’t even why I want to sit next to them I just think I have the best chance of jury votes due to my social game against them).

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So I told Brandon about Sam being against him, and it basically did nothing to help Jason’s case LMAO.

At this point I wish the split was on Alex instead I need Jason here. I guess the only thing we can hope for is that Devon just goes home and doesn’t play an idol and all the shit goes down next round. Jason just doesn’t listen to me and it sucks. I can’t keep protecting him forever but I also don’t want to let him go yet selfishly. I talk to him every single day and I know he would help me take out Alex later on.

[grace]

No regrets