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Post by Torry on Dec 15, 2019 0:46:06 GMT -5
*Honestly skip to like the 12 minute mark lololol
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Post by Torry on Dec 16, 2019 17:26:05 GMT -5
This is my visibility spike confessional: welcome to my boot episode!
So here’s the sitch: Spencer has been telling everyone he has the idol (he doesn’t) for the last few days, which like is great because Grace revealed she ACTUALLY had the idol (Sorry Devon lol), but fully believes that there were two idols up for grabs and that they both have one. So it kind of ended up being two pairs in the F5: Spencer and me, Grace and Alex, and then Jessie as the swing vote. Yesterday was the challenge for individual immunity, Knight Moves, and the pressure was on! And then I was out first. Cool cool cool. And then Grace won. Even better!
So I felt like Rob Cesternino losing that endurance challenge at F3 in Amazon and getting booted on Day 30-something by Heidi and Jenna. I was chatting with everybody (obvs) and must have said something to Grace to strike a cord and want to take out Alex (I told her their games are too similar, that the Sylvain people on my swapped tribe thought he was the best, that he’s had good relationships with everyone, etc.). It’s been a god damn rollercoaster because after we talked for an hour, I felt GREAT and then I realized that she was just telling me that because she is playing the idol on Alex and nullifying all of our votes.
Grace creates a chat group with the three girls with the plan of taking Alex out at 5 and Spencer out at 4, giving the three of us a fair chance to win in the finals. I tell this all to Spencer.
So Spencer is thinking about the next vote and is worried that Jessie and Grace would cut him, but Alex would maybe try and repay the favour if we saved him this round and the other two screwed him. So he comes up with a plan to tell Alex that Grace is cutting him here and to tell him to vote Jessie. If Grace plays her idol on Alex (and we vote Jessie), Jessie goes home and if she plays it on Jessie, she nullifies our votes and her and Jessie’s votes take out Alex.
So Spencer goes to Alex and says I need to tell you something important. Alex immediately goes to Grace and she freaks out at Spencer and then the girls’ chat. HERE’S THE THING THOUGH IS THAT WE ACTUALLY THINK GRACE IS TELLING THE TRUTH AND THAT SHE IS VOTING ALEX. But what is she going to do with her idol and can we escape this one?!
It's two hours before TC and Spencer is going to try and talk to Alex.
So here’s like what, you, the audience, is probably yelling from your couches: why don’t you expose Spencer’s fake idol and vote him out and get all the fame and glory? Good fucking q. Something that I will probably think about for a v v long time. But like he was going to throw the challenge for me at 5 (!!) and like is fighting so hard to keep me here the last couple days, which I don’t know why I am surprised, because he’s been so consistent for the last 37 days. But like this makes it all very complicated. Like he really is my ride or die… I don’t think there’s one secret we’ve kept from each other or anything that we haven’t consulted each other on. The guilt of even considering all of this is what makes him such a good player.
And my dear listeners, I don’t need any Tuesday morning quarterbacking, okay?
I hope to see you on the other side!
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