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Post by grace on Nov 15, 2019 0:57:40 GMT -5
I'd bet my future 1000 dollars it was Jason
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Post by grace on Nov 15, 2019 2:55:44 GMT -5
I’d like to clarify a comment I made. When I said that I needed Jason to have me as his biggest priority over the game I meant that in the context of winning the game. Jason needs to trust me more than Jason trusts Jason. I see the scheming in his eyes and he’s still not completely trusting of me. I also see him slipping up more and more with me. Like I said last time, I’m letting my personal guard down with Jason so fucking fast it’s crazy but I will never let my game guard down. Especially now that he’s probably lied to me twice in the first four days.
Also shoutout to Duke and Jeffy for viewing me and supporting me even if it’s only because of Logan. My confessionals are definitely more interesting than his at very least.
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Post by grace on Nov 15, 2019 11:14:11 GMT -5
Forgot to mention yesterday that Elyse figured out the clue and the board advantage is gone. Immediately she started blaming Jason for finding it when I’m pretty sure it could just as easily have been someone on the other tribe. Not sure where the Elyse/Jason tension came from but it further supports my theory that Jason voted for Elyse so I’m going with it.
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Post by grace on Nov 16, 2019 3:37:52 GMT -5
These long ass rounds are killing me, like actually killing me wtf prod. Also I understand I make all of my confessionals at 2:30 in the morning but I do my best thinking at 2:30am.
Today Jason and I had a serious conversation where he basically said he promised he would never write my name down, I was his number one ally, how he ignores everyone to talk to me, how he won’t lie to me again etc.
This is where I’m conflicted because like I want to believe Jason, I really do. But also theres very little doubt in my mind that it wasn’t him who voted Elyse. Elyse is my girl and even though she’s smart and I’m scared of her, I do trust her. The second possible option is Alex did it, which if he did I will go back to my original confessional where I said “very smart move on Alex”. I don’t have much reasoning for it potentially being Alex besides wanting to be able to say it crossed my mind post season if it was him.
Jason is becoming such a huge game conflict. I said last confessional that I need Jason to trust me more than he trusts himself, but if he’s saying how I’m worth more than the game and not doing what he’s been doing which is showing glimpses of overplaying that I can take and run with. I even tried to get him to admit he voted Elyse and didn’t crack. Which means either he didn’t do it or I’m not gonna be able to be a step ahead of Jason as much as I thought I could. Either way isn’t good for me because either there’s a variable I can’t explain or I don’t know how to move forward. My whole plan revolves around Jason at this point and I really can’t tell if he’s playing me.
Alex and I had a great conversation earlier basically just overviewing how everyone is pretty much scary at this point. I’m fucking exhausted but I’m also confused I really thought I could get Jason to admit it was him and I couldn’t.
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Post by grace on Nov 16, 2019 16:49:43 GMT -5
So a little birdie named Devon told me that Kristine said she acts dumb in front of Jason on purpose because he like tries to mansplain to her... that’s interesting and good to know. I may have been someone to underestimate Kristine and her flirting with all the boys has been a constant conversation topic that’s been brought up to me. She may not be as innocent little Kristine as Jason thinks, and I can’t let her get to his head at all.
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Post by grace on Nov 17, 2019 1:27:12 GMT -5
We won the challenge which makes me very happy, I can relax a little bit now.
Jason told me about an alliance with Chris, Alex, and himself called “The Gents”, which like literally is so bad like Jason and Alex please stop naming your alliances stupid stuff like Daily Bugle and The Gents. He also told me that Chris said on the tribe call that he likes me and Kristine so like I stay winning once again.
I’m debating on telling Jason how much info Kristine really does tell Devon but also there’s some potential consequences behind that.
1) He tries to go after Devon therefore fucking up everything I stand for
2) He questions MY relationship with Devon because why would Devon tell me what Kristine does if we weren’t close
3) He blows up on Kristine and she gets upset and runs to Devon which also hurts me
If I do tell him and he just stays quiet tho that’s the best case scenario, he stops talking to Kristine as much and listens to me more AND I get to keep my Devon plug a secret. I need Devon in this game more than anyone on this tribe, he’s the only org winner on this tribe that could absorb some pressure off of me when people inevitably start targeting me. Also he’s definitely one of my favorite people to talk to and my first official alliance of the season. I need Devon, I need Jason, I don’t need Kristine getting in the way.
The only person I don’t feel good with is Jessie so the longer we keep winning and have Jessie as like a buffer vote the better. I really hope there isn’t like an early swap at 15 or anything because that would honestly break my heart. I do know Spencer on the other tribe slightly but mostly just because he’s better than Spencer Brief, but besides that there’s very few connections over there for me. I think this wraps up episode 2 into a tiny little bow. That’s abour it y’all
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Post by grace on Dec 22, 2019 14:40:13 GMT -5
I'd bet my future 1000 dollars it was Jason This didn’t age well |
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